I decided to try a rather unorthodox method of dealing with opiate withdrawals today. I have a gram a day habit and i have been back to see my suboxone doctor to get back on the program. I picked up my usual script for 8 mg subtext but i have not been able to wait the 24 hours for withdrawal to set in so i can get off heroin forever. In addition to picking up my script for subtext I also decided to go back on my regimen of 30 mg of adder all xr. I took my usual shot today with the expectations that I would have to come home after work and do my usual 5 pm shot. On the way to work I took an aderrall, almost immediately the feeling of confidence and togetherness washed over me and i had an incredibly productive day at work. Non surprise ther, but the real shocker was that my jones usually starts around 4 and i start watching the clock. this didn’t happen. Not only did it not happen but i worked through until 6:30 and felt fine. I got home and found out that my connect was out until tomorrow. The immediate panic set it, what will i do? But the WD feelings are not there. You can sort of feel them nagging at you but it’s like they are outside just waiting ti get in. It’s now 10:30 and I still haven’t done anything. Could i be on to somethin? Everything on the web is pure speculation and seems to be coming from uneducated people who equate amphetamines with crystal. Frankly i am so scared of withdrawals that I have been putting them off but after taking the adderrall i think i might be able t ride out the period until i can take my 4 mg of subtext.